SIMPLY RAVISHING

cheeseisay @ 2006-06-30T09:12:00

2006-06-30T16:16:18Z

haha. im working at Big 5 now. not exactly the most stimulating job. but it keeps me busy and they hand me a check for a large lump sum of money every 2 weeks so hey, why not? the people there are cool. i get 20% discount. but i have to wait 90 days before i can use it. pshh.
what if i need a sporting good at a discounted price NOW?!?!?!!!! omgzzz. anyways
staying busy
having fun
making money
enjoying life.
summer is going good so far
:)

cheeseisay @ 2006-06-18T18:45:00

2006-06-19T01:47:06Z

freedom is so sweet

cheeseisay @ 2006-04-22T13:24:00

2006-04-22T20:25:05Z

Prom is todaay!

BADMINTON (yes, badmiNton)

2006-03-24T03:29:18Z

Away game at Sequoia today
Our coach switched Ryan and I to Number 2 Mixed doubles so that we were guarenteed a win, so stephanie and sosa played number 1, i figured they would have one anyway, but they lost. We lost as a team but Iam happy that ryan and i have another win under our belts. Tomorrow is Friday (finally) and I think that dominique and I are going to dress up and go to the Haight and act crazy. I mean, if youre the ones acting crazy, no one is going to mess with you. haha. anyways this weekend should be fun.

10 more weeks of school :)

cheeseisay @ 2006-03-02T14:57:00

2006-03-02T23:00:21Z

oh my gosh it is getting so damn hard to get myself up out of bed in the morning and go to school! im soooo not motivated anymore. but think about it. 3 more months to go! thats so little, and yet so much at the same time. haha. wowowowowoow i just want these last few months to go by fast, however, i still want to enjoy all of the moments i have with everyone. livin it up '06!!!!!

cheeseisay @ 2006-02-22T14:46:00

2006-02-22T22:46:44Z

NOBODY READS THIS THING!!!!!!!!

cheeseisay @ 2006-02-17T14:09:00

2006-02-17T22:11:54Z

I got my debit card in the mail today! yay. its not that big of a deal but all it means is that i dont have to go to the bank to withdraw money everytime i want to buy something. now i just have to say " CHARGE IT!" haha....er...welll "DEBIT IT" ...? haha
anyways. 4 day weekends are awesome, and this is one of them. sweeeet. i can feel the school year slipping away. YES!
:)

cheeseisay @ 2006-02-12T21:47:00

2006-02-13T05:47:56Z

ugh. school tomorrow. again. ugghhhhhh

cheeseisay @ 2006-02-02T16:54:00

2006-02-03T00:55:31Z

my parents are out of town

:]

EDIT:::

They're back
:[

cheeseisay @ 2006-01-26T16:07:00

2006-01-27T00:27:26Z

Alright, so I know I never really update my journal with any substantial stuff so I was thinkin'....HEY WHY NOT here we go

As I near the pinnacle of my youth
................AH HEM i mean...

Lets start the count down. In approximately 4 months, 1 week and 3 days I will join a few hundred of my fellow Seniors in a brilliant march around the track towards neat rows of white chairs that silently wait to grace our eager bottoms. As we sit, with friends, the people we wished we had enough nerve to talk to, old crushes, and old rivalries, the prospect of a new future weighs heavily in the back, and in the front (okay, well, just everywhere) of everyone's mind. These last four years of our lives. These last few hours we will be spending together as a class, as seniors at Woodside High School. These friendships we've made, kept, and lost. All the people we've met, the things we've done, the fun we've had. It will always be with us. It will always be part of us. But now, its time to make the brave stride up to the platform as our full names are called without tripping. Its time to start anew. Its time to graduate! ohhh I can taste it! its so near...so far....djlkfjasdf;safdksa;. oh man. Im so tired of high school. Its getting hard to wake up in the morning. The alarm goes off. I "accidently" push the alarm to off instead of snooze. oops. Thinking back to all the stuff I've done and experienced. How far I've come as a person....its so mind blowing. You think you know yourself and your friends entering high school. But now leaving, I can see that I am a completely different person (for the better...i hope!). All of these experiences, i wouldnt change anything. It all seems like the blink of an eye. A milisecond. Lord almighty! I mean, in the scheme of thigns, graduating high school really isnt that monumental. But it does mark the next stage of my life. college, moving out, taking care of myself. Just think of all the people Im going to meet; the places im going to see! The bills im going to have to pay! :(
WOWOWOOWOOOW i told myself I'd never write a sappy reflection. But I think sometimes its necessary. Im still a child. No matter how many times I can scoff at my mom and exclaim "NO! Im a young adult!!!!!!" Im still a child! we all are. Its sort of scary. We are only 17 and 18 years old. Not even 1/4 of our lives have passed by yet. Its so weird to imagine what the future holds. it makes me feel crazy! I dont know. I DONT KNOW!! I just want school to be over. so i can feel accomplished. And so that I can get on with my life and all that jazz. I cant say i loved high school. Or that i'll REALLY miss it. I appreciate all that i learned in high school. I love all the people I've met (yes, everyone!) and the times we've had. I love high school for what its taught me so far about life, about people (the good and the bad). I always thought that once I left high school it would be great because I wouldnt have to deal with stupid people anymore. WRONG! stupidity is everywhere, which is very discouraging. But anyway, Im just grateful for everything. that im still alive! i cant believe we are graduating
:)

cheeseisay @ 2006-01-21T20:24:00

2006-01-22T04:28:19Z

GUHHHHHHH

great CD, great band.
great stuff

cheeseisay @ 2006-01-15T14:38:00

2006-01-15T22:40:55Z

today im doing some portraits for ryan's portfolio. it should be cool. it sucks i only have 2 lights, i need a third for a hair light but i think my dad said i can use a seperate flash unit and time it for a fill or something like that. crazy. anyways, also im photographing ryley so he can get a fake ID haha i happen to have a bright blue back drop. silly ryley. silly teens.
silly art.

blah
no school tomorrow. yay
work tomorrow. no

:(

cheeseisay @ 2006-01-08T17:16:00

2006-01-09T01:17:55Z

Shirley, STOP EATING SO MUCH GOD DAMN FOOD

FUCK!

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-29T18:57:00

2005-12-30T02:58:55Z

WORDS OF WISDOM

fake friends will stab you in the back

true friends will stab you in the front

dont trust anyone

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-25T23:09:00

2005-12-26T07:12:25Z

its christmas
it was pretty good.
i got a new camera! its sweet. its a canon rebel 2000::::

i took a roll and then developed it. i love being able to do it at my house.
it makes for cleaner negatives and i can control them more too.
i also got some money and gift certificates. good day i suppose.
christmas sort of lost its luster, now that Im older. oh well.
its still nice to be with family and relax :)
i wonder what im going to do for new years...

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-25T00:00:00

2005-12-25T08:07:10Z

what the fuck. why do i always find myself doing nice shit for people and being a good friend and i always get the fucking shit end of the stick. i feel so unappreciated...like all the time. its fucking christmas eve (actually its 12 so its officially christmas) and i leave my family to bring my fukcing best friends their presents and one of them just like makes me feel like shit. he always is hella shady to me and i dont know why.so im at chucks to bring my friends their xmas presents and they're like ripping them open and shit blah blah. a little bit later one of them was like "dude we only wanted to hang out with you cuz you brought us presents hahaha" and im like uh okay and i ignore that and then i got him this car that you can like put stickers on (lame i know but it was funny to me) and he puts them on and then smashes it on the ground....uhhh!? wwhhhaatttt theeee fuuuckkkk. its not that it was expensive, because it wasnt but its like....you dont do that shit dude. its not like that part is such a big deal, but its like everything all together. hes ALWAYS shady to me. we used to be really tight and now he always has something to say thats rude to me. and if i were to say dude why are you being a deuche he'd freak out and be like wtf are you talking about. GJOSHDTgoidhgl;ashgtoiutyhtoiewhgsaojgsdkl;jsJ
i dont like talking about drama, because i think its really stupid, which is why i only write in livejournal occasionally but this was relaly fucking bothering me and its FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!
FUCK!
so i left where i was with them and drove to my house and sat in my car for a few mintues. made me fucking cry. i cant help feeling sorry for myself. after hella shit i go through with my fucking crazy mom and health problems i dont expect to have to deal with my best friend giving a hard time. even if its supposed to be "funny" or its just "a joke" wat the fuck ever. im tired of it. i need to speak my mind more. im not this sensitive usually. its just fucking stupid shit im dealing with. stupid high school shit. fuck. i swore alot in this entry. sorry.
god, i feel like my christmas sucks now.
:(
PS. i saw chronicles of narnia today, it was pretty good

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-18T13:17:00

2005-12-18T21:25:29Z

Christmas in one week.
Havent done any shopping yet.
Gorsh. I duno what to get anyone.
gkjaldlfsaflkasl
Finalz next week.
suhweet, two weeks of vacation.
should be good to sleep.
got a checking acount yesterday! cooool.
now i can be all like professional "do you take personal checks?" haha
and i get an ATM Credit Card that you can use at stores and such
so its like a credit card....but not. haha
Well anyways
I deposited two paychecks on friday totalling over 700 :)
Merry Christmas to me!
Hope everyone's holiday is a good one

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-11T19:02:00

2005-12-12T03:19:35Z

On Friday Kim and I went to downtown Palo Alto off of University and played sax on the street. we put out a hat. we made 28 bucks! in like an hour and a half. it was freaking awesome. this one guy was with a record label and he wants us to play some fills for this cd he's working on! i was like ohh shitttt! its going to be sweet. Also, my bro just started a production studio with his friend and he asked me to record some stuff with them. so im going to go jam in the studio with them and then we're going to go on the street. it'll be sweet. :)
job going well.
friends good
school same old
music great

cheeseisay @ 2005-12-03T09:26:00

2005-12-03T17:28:15Z

start training for my new job today in about 20 minutes at Inspiration Day Spa(receptionist). It should be fun, im looking forward to it. The people that work there are really nice and i get to dress up nice for the job haha. its fun to get all "professional" i guess. viva la working woman!

Shirley

EDIT
it was really fun, i answer phones, make appointments, sweep and dust the salon, organize products, inventory, clean the facial room after a client and stuff like that. it was surprisingly easy and im really happy about it. its getting so freakin cold i need a fluffy cozy comfy jacket :)

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-27T18:16:00

2005-11-28T02:17:15Z

i love tetris

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-22T18:58:00

2005-11-23T03:02:32Z

i miss printing new stuff.
i need to go out shooting to build up
my portfolio some more.
im thinking of some night time stuff
i like to plan and think alot first
before i go out shooting so im not just
guessing my composition or placement or location
however other times
spontaneaity results in some of the best stuff

hehe

art = life
im looking forward to my career :)

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-17T09:23:00

2005-11-17T17:23:41Z

back of deodorant reads:

do not use if you have kidney problems

WTF

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-15T18:13:00

2005-11-16T02:15:53Z

whats wrong with me?
I DO NOT FIND MYSELF UNATTRACTIVE
WHY IS THERE NOT ONE OTHER PERSON
ON THE PLANET WHO THINKS THE SAME
AND IS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
I AM LOSING MY MIND

dude
im so emo right now
its not even funny
well
maybe a little bit
but
FUCK
FUCK
FUK
FCJKLDSJFKDLSJFKL

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-14T21:52:00

2005-11-15T05:57:21Z

my mom fucking pisses me off.
i know this is really terrible to say, but i really
dont think that i love her. like
people say "i have to love her cause she gave birth to me"
but that bitch has done nothin but make my life hard
since day one
and im fucking tired of her
i dont think ive said ' i love you' to her
for at least a year
because i dont mean it
i reallly dont.
fucking hell.
i feel bad but its true
fuck. im like hella upset
i dont know whats wrong with me.
its not just my mom
i duno what it is
:\

cheeseisay @ 2005-11-12T00:11:00

2005-11-12T08:14:37Z

school going alright
friends great
job good
im sorta lonely though
like i have my friends
but i dont have that "special someone"
growl.
every guy im interested in is either
taken or not interested me
or whatever
i know i know "OH WOE IS ME" shit but
i duno
having all guy friends i dont really have
anyone to talk about this kind of thing to
oh well.
fooey.
i will get over my sorrow
:)